helpless..

ohhh..im tensed..im jobless..no one seem to give me a job,i've got bills piling up,da bankers notice..da hse reno ..ohh gosh..i've missed monthly elauns for my mum..but besides all tis i was more worried bout'Tiger'..Tiger da dog tat turnd at da construction site of my hse a year a go...out of no wer..welcoming us..okiey..yes i got to many dogs in my life alredi..like my mom used to say..but i cudnt avoid it..im nt keeping it..just feed n care tats all..it has a liecense collar so i suppose it has a owner..hes a loner..but its da friendly n smart neihbour hood dog..everyone loves him..(i've attch da video of him) ..i to hurt him is so impossible but yunno ; evil ppl are evrywer in evryform..its been 3 days..its was raining..my heart cudnt stop wandering wer Tiger is..he will always come to da hse(my hse doesnt have a gate..yet)for at least to take a nap..but he didnt turn up..i've searchd everywer for him..but no one seem to knw..i just prayed for its safety...or hoped da owner is keepin him tied..since it likes to wander..then yesterday he came ...frm dark yes..i can see him alrite..but wen he came nearer he look liked a different dog..thin , and da left side of da face...a bump..smalls cuts ..many..all da face..my heart was so aching but at da same time glad hes alive..i gave the extra food i kept..he ate vigirously..so i gez its starving..so i scooped my dogs food n gave..n about 3 times he just ate it...but he looked so unlively n scared to see us..i was soo angry ...hw cud anyone do tis ...so till today im giving him med..(he hates it ) so i mix wif his food or milk..but i need to get him to da vet..but alas..i dun have da money..so sad..nw im feelin so bad of nt having a job..i nvr felt so helpless..even i dun get to buy da clothes ,jewellry or anything..coz i havnt gt da money..bt tis time it really made me so regrettful...i wud love to keep him..but i cant i have one to many dogs myself..evryone seem to love hm..but no one seem wanna keep him..i dun no wot else to do..he is lucky nw..but tis will happen again i knw..wot if..hes nt so lucky..then..i just cudnt imagine..i was crying..wen i checked his wounds..most of them sre on his face..so im gezzing he was hit at da face mostly...ohh..god if u wer listening or reading my blog just do something..!!

da very first time

hmmm..tis is kinda new..blogging ; ppl say..i always wanted my say to be heard by everyone..n to really knw wether wot i say is actually helped or do bad to anyone any situation..hehehe..tats y i calld my blog sIte as AISEY..its actually' I SAY '..gud huh..to tis date im stopping here..coz i gotta think wot im goin to post since i dun hv a laptop wif me always ..